I wonder why am I writing this for its been a year and half that my love chap has got over and me currently happy with my single status.It all began with the desperation to have a boy friend, a boy friend who would be the friend, the companion and a partner of all good and bad times....A person with ambitions,dreams to achieve,and yet rooted strongly....I agree to myself and also I do not regret that I am 7/10 on looks but still I am someone who is happy with whatever I am and whatever I have...So this search for boyfriend began in the first year of graduation years.I searched in every way possible...My heart used to pound the moment I used to start chatting with guys on internet and soon I met someone called Harsh,who was a navy student then and now a officer.He used to stay in Mumbai and had his college in Pune so he used to come down every single and go go back on the weekends.
My chapter of Harsh began with chatting over the net..N soon I realized or convinced my heart that this was the right guy for me..So me and Harsh decided to meet. Harsh, on a Thursday, had to come to Pune for his submission and then we decided to go out.as per plan we met near Mac D and then as he decided we rode to Chandani Chowk....But this was the worst part of my so called Love..And rose many questions in my heart as to what type of guy am I looking for in my version of love I wasn't looking for lust and he was....This was an eye opener for me and I decided to break up in the same way I made up....
It was my first relation and with a lot of expectations ofcourse but it left me shattered and my social network status was single again.......But,yes this relationship surely taught me a few good lessons
1. That I wanted relationships on my terms, I know that's hard to happen and relations have no terms
2. I am looking for a friendship in a relationship
3. My heart is still immature to lead me anywhere
4. I was comparing or trying to fit Harsh in my dream boyfriend's image which is nothing but fooling your heart...
I have got over with this gentleman surely but there is always a hope to get something better..So I am still hunting for my dream boy :)
My chapter of Harsh began with chatting over the net..N soon I realized or convinced my heart that this was the right guy for me..So me and Harsh decided to meet. Harsh, on a Thursday, had to come to Pune for his submission and then we decided to go out.as per plan we met near Mac D and then as he decided we rode to Chandani Chowk....But this was the worst part of my so called Love..And rose many questions in my heart as to what type of guy am I looking for in my version of love I wasn't looking for lust and he was....This was an eye opener for me and I decided to break up in the same way I made up....
It was my first relation and with a lot of expectations ofcourse but it left me shattered and my social network status was single again.......But,yes this relationship surely taught me a few good lessons
1. That I wanted relationships on my terms, I know that's hard to happen and relations have no terms
2. I am looking for a friendship in a relationship
3. My heart is still immature to lead me anywhere
4. I was comparing or trying to fit Harsh in my dream boyfriend's image which is nothing but fooling your heart...
I have got over with this gentleman surely but there is always a hope to get something better..So I am still hunting for my dream boy :)
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